“I have found that the process of discovering who I really am begins with knowing who I really don’t want to be.“
Possibly the most important words right now are “just let it happen to you”. Let the feelings about your new found awareness flow but not control. Let thoughts come but don’t hold too tightly to any idea about anything. You are moving out of a role you have taken on and are now growing into the True Self.
God is not truthful but Truth itself. And wherever there is truth, there is God. By now you should realize that there are many things that are relatively true at certain times and places only, but God is absolute Truth at all times and in all circumstances. As soon as we touch God, who is the Absolute, relative things slip away. So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God, who has mercy.
Then Jesus turned to the Jews who had claimed to believe in him. “If you stick with this, living out what I tell you, you are my disciples for sure. Then you will experience for yourselves the truth, and the truth will free you. “ – John 8:31-32 MSG